and those days, too
I can hardly see
what’s in front of me these days
and those days, too.
It’s been a funny few days. I think I underestimated, or at least forgot the feeling of not having all this work to do. The many little things that I was doing – checking on planning, that bit of assessment, the constant tidying, making sure the books were marked, making resources, photocopying those sheets, remembering that I still needed to give out those letters and so on and on. Now, those constant pressure is just not there and I don’t really know what to do without it. You get used to it, almost rely on it to be the thing that keeps you moving forward. Over the weekend I missed it.
The usual demons came back to haunt me on Friday, after a night out. Que sera sera.
April 6, 2010