A few of the things rattling around in my head…
(As I remember them.)
- Facebook-less for a week and aside from a couple of moments when I’ve been tempted to login in, I have found that the world continues to spin. Most of the people I would want to be in contact with I still am. The thing is, if I take it to the next level and delete my account (again) then I’ll need to login in again. I’ve always said that I’m all or nothing but I think that the more I think about it, the more I realise that that’s not really true. If only because things aren’t ever really that simple are they? The big downside is that, at the moment FB is it.*
- Work continues, I feel a bit over-whelmed by it it. This constant pressure that there is more things I have to do that I can really deal with. Especially, when I stop and can’t think of all the things I should probably be doing – but am not aware of. All a bit much at the moment. So many different things that demand my attention that I can’t properly focus on any as much as I would like.
- All the while, trying not to let it take over my life. It feels like, sometimes that all my priorities are work related or at least everything is arranged around work – I don’t like that, I don’t believe it should be the case.
- Chocolate free for 10 days, balanced out by reasonable amount of sugar and pork pies. Not perfect really.
- Contemplated joining a gym again as I would quite like ti spend time doing some weights but can’t really see how I can justify the additional cost as well as finding the time to go (as well as rest properly).
- Idle thoughts of my own place, how I’d have it and all that. In my head it would be sparse. A minimal amount of things, no t.v., everything-in-it’s-right-place.
- My attitude to online dating can still be summed up as so > http://chotoye.com/blog/2011/01/21/xpz1f-png-640%C3%97480/
- That feeling when you talk to someone and you’re talking about something that weighs you down, that one thing you think about too much and you don’t feel like they take it as seriously as you feel it. Not that they’re dismissive, just it’s not a big thing to them. Suddenly your heart sinks and you wonder why it is they don’t struggle with it in the same way.
*I did look at a screen-shot of it but that doesn’t count. It’s like children can’t smoke but can passive-smoke. It’s just like that.
January 26, 2011