It feels like one of the things I feel that is changing most is how I deal with the things that make me feel uncomfortable. When the anxiety bites, I touch the boundary of my comfort zone and get that familiar feeling in my stomach. You know, those little things you never really talk about because they seem ‘silly’. I mean who would get worked up over such a petty thing…
And when it does, I always felt like I was taking a step backwards. This is a challenge I am unable to overcome. This is something I can’t do.
And now, it just seems like a challenge.
November 2, 2011